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'That Was Not My Sister'

  • Admin Team
  • Jun 29
  • 1 min read

Updated: Jul 10


Guest Blog By May Mcleod



two small children crouching in the sand opposite one another.




No, that was not my sister

crying herself hoarse

in the hospital


No, that was not my sister

rescuing me from the bully

in the playground


No, that was not my sister

ironing my school uniform

Sunday evenings


No, that was not my sister

filling up the fat and lumpy

socks for us on Christmas Eve


No, that was not my sister

trying to shield us from

the war between our parents


No, that was not my sister

musician, poet, artist, dancer,

sensitive, lovely, loving girl


No, that was not my sister

in the dark with a married mouth

upon her adolescent breast


No, that was not my sister

squirming on the gravel

being kicked in the ribs


No, that was not my sister

being whacked in the face

by another man who said he loved her


No, that was not my sister

retching and writhing on the concrete

from her brother’s hands around her throat


No, that was not my sister

leaving a trolley full of groceries

at the checkout - unpaid


No, that was not my sister

knocking at another door asking

‘Can I stay...’


No, that was not my sister

on the roadside

shivering


No, that was not my sister

in the garden

late at night


That was not my sister

walking naked and bloody

through the streets

with the crowd jeering...



I don’t have a sister







-Poem for my brothers

27 January, 2002

may mcleod




(c) may mcleod 2024 (All rights reserved)





1 Comment


Guest
a day ago

Oh my gosh, one of the most powerful poems I've ever read and saddest and most articulate in the bluntness of and sharpness and horror of such a lovely lovely life lost. I'm so sorry for her story and your story that's forever affected by the cruelty.

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